oh happy day
forget the numbers. rahhh. i'm too lazy to stick to anything for long. i guess that's one of my worse traits. otherwise i'm perfect.
okay, enough self-effacing. i've been sleeping late lately, and barely getting through. hmmm. i ponned lessons for the past two days. i know i shouldn't, i really shouldn't. but what's one to do when it's just self study time and the teacher just sits there?! "you may approach me if you have any questions..." sure. i have no questions for bio, history, geog, or lang arts. chinese is unstudyable, so that will require alot of prayer. math (with two blardy papers) is annoying. there're so many topics to study for, and each tutorial is like...20 over pages? how does one study math? and practice the amount of stupid revision exercises up on the student portal?! there's one new topic everyday. i promise you we do not all do math like cheryl and do a tutorial a day, but the blardy idierts think we're muggers like her. she has no blardy life! the prcs own her though, and they don't study. [:
so i reckon i'm done! math is just doomed. sigh. i need some major brain capacity to do math. i think i'll go write down all the formulae i've learnt! yes. i need to. i just forget too much. r formula, double angle formula, factor formula, ap/gp formula, etc... i remember and forget when i try to learn something new. and math is double weightage. blardy idierts. why is math so freaking impt?! i want to be a cashier next time. i tell you, i'll go give my teachers a testimonial of sorts. "thanks to you, i can figure out the difference between $2, $5, and $10! thank you so much! i am going to be promoted cos i can count! and i've won the nobel prize for differentiating a one dollar coin from a fifty cent one, and also integrating 6cos3xsin5x which is the price of milk per carton produced from pink cows!"
-grumbles. oh yeah. i left sth incriminating on my personal msg. i shall remove it.
oh. yes, i slept really late on monday. i slept at 4plus am in the morning on monday! haha. i was on the phone from 1plus till then. yeah. it's been awhile since i talked to jo on the phone, so it was quite welcomed, really. too many strange things have been happening. really. it's like... too coincedental. but oh well.
exams are around the corner, and i've dug up several old notes from the past while packing. came across a card the sec2 leaders wrote for me during that exam period. sth sis shufen wrote puts alot of things into perspective. "honour god with your best" somehow it seems so true. it's so often about ourselves, but i guess it's time to know that even as students we can glorify his name. and i came across a card from mr grosse. he was my pri sch english teacher, pri 4-5. and i rem i cried on the last day of sch on pri 5 cos he said he was leaving. well, i liked him alot, and still do. i respect him for the love and compassion he has for his students and his passion for teaching. for a teacher to sit with you in recess and talk to you about soccer and your favourite club, and to tell you on monday that they won over the weekend, i think it speaks alot.
okay, i shall get back to mugging.
8:10 PM
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